in suspense

i have been a faithful watcher of Project Runway this season. i just love it! but i couldn't stay up late enough to watch the season finale last night, so i have to wait until tonight.

since i work at a fashion retailer everyone around me watches the show too. i had to instruct everyone to not talk about the show unless they warned me so i could put my headphones on first.

i can't go to any gossip sites either, as i've been told they reveal the winner. and i spend a good chunk of my day on gossip sites!
this day is torture and it's not even half over!